student exchange, school project

my school got visit from italian students this week. they were very impolite and noisy. they were on their phone 24/7. and 3 of them spend 1 and half an hour on a bathroom they had to share with 6 other girls (including me) and what were they doing there at 11 o' clock in the evening? STRAIGHTNING HAIR AND LISTENING TO MUSIC. it pissed all of us off. it isnt a living room ffs!
the visit was totally not what i had expected. they didnt even talk to us. they only talked with their friends from back home.

i cut and it seems the wounds i have made are now infected. the skin around the cuts is red and it looks slightly swollen. it also feels sore but i dont know if its only because of the cuts... i am no longer in the mood to care for the injuries i make on my own body. i am tired of infection. i have thrown away all my blades now because of it. i just cant deal with it... so either it goes away on its own or it doesnt.

we are currently working on different Projects in Groups. my Groups "mission" is to attract more boys to our school. there is currently almost twice as many girls as boys. its sooooo boring. we are doing it in the gym hall. which is really annoying as its unbelievable Cold in there! but its the only place thats big enough for 100 people ( apart from the dinning hall.) we have to Work on the project from half past 8 in the morning to 5 o'clock in the evening! for 3 days in a row!
KILL ME! i seriously consider to make myself sick just to avoid it.