gw1

i am (Again) almost Down to goalweight 1! when i reach it, i will post a bodycheck. I had a terrible headache so i stayed in bed all day, still managed to lose weight. this weekend honestly concerns me. i am going home. so dad will probably buy chocolate and stuff. if i dont eat it, he will Wonder as he knows i am a chocoholic! i can just purge it later of course, but what if i dont get the opportunity???

but yeah,its a quite pleasant day until now. at least i can skip dinner! my dad will pick my sis and i up at 11 o'clcok (in the evening) and i get off school at 3 o'clock in the afternoon d: guess i will just binge Watch hemlock grove and Sherlock holmes.
i feel great! istill have a slight headache but nothing serious.
the cuts  have been talking about are no longer infected (i think????) but they still hurt.

just found out that the girl who played luna lovegood in harry potter ( evanna lynch) had anorexia when she was 11-13 years old! she has always captivated me, right from the beginning. although we never met in reality, i felt we had some sort of special connection. when i read it i said "oh no! not you..!" outloud. it hurt.

i like curvy girls, i honestly do. but girls with thin arms and slim legs simply look...elegant. the way they move...