Fading Fat: prediction about new years eve, good reads and skinny girls

New years eve was just like i predicted. apart from my sister spoiled it. wanna know what she did? she sat in her room the Whole evening. being grumpy. she claimed she was tired. which made my dad both annoyed, sad and mad. it wasnt nice of her. i find it selfish and mean. but thats just how she is, i guess...
i purged my dinner today. what a luck its almost monday!

i have spent a couple of hours today on a website called goodreads.com. i need new books and they have reviews and summaries of books in all genres and categories. if you are a bookworm, i think you should check it out (:
i have set my eyes on no less than 11 books already! and 4 of them are about Eds. i wont buy them all though... so i have got to choose, ugh...

seems like my plans about going to the swimhall has been cancelled. i will just have to eat less and Work out more then. ( i didnt cancel them. its because i have to go back to my school tomorrow. it takes almost 2 hours to get there and i also have to take a shower, workout and pack. and i dont get along with stress...)

if you seek under "beautiful girl" in Google Pictures, its mainly skinny girls on the Pictures. so yes, SKINNY IS BEAUTIFUL AND WANTED. who do they try to trick? its probably just themselves. i think the tumblr-girls with all their "every body is beautiful" Pictures, just try to force themself to feel that way. and to show others how nice and unjudgmental they are. (i am sorry, but i cant stand them. they seem fake-sweet to me. if you understand what i mean? )
and the reason why recovery centers for eating disorders use it as a motto, is to make the victims of anorexia and bulimia to feel better about gaining weight. (which is totally understandable.)
Billedresultat for beautiful girl