i feel so bad...a really nice girl from my school (she is called Tine), wanted to Watch a movie with me, which i also really wanted to. she texted me and said i could just come, whenever i felt like it. i never answered that message. and its like.. a month ago now? i feel so guilty... cause i really like her. texting back now is too embarrassing and i am too ashamed.... but she deserves an answer... oh god, why do i do such Things? i want to befriend her, but then why do i do this???
i feel like ripping all my hairs out. i feel like cutting from my eye to right under my cheekbone. i am so scared my sister might become ill. her room is so cold, and it cant become any hotter... if i could i would wrap her in bubblewrap and Lock her away.
and the fact that i am on my period doesnt make anything better. (stomachache)
have i told you i love windmills? i associate them with luck. but also loneliness.
look how skinny she is! *sigh*
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