i feel so alone. my sisters roomie hates me so i dont like to visit them. i dont feel welome because of it. but i dont really have anyone to talk to apart from my sister. her roomie made her agree that they would spend time alone together every Tuesday and thursday. so i am all alone those days.
just sitting around on my own isnt good for me. it kinda triggers bad thoughts and sadness.
i ut want togo ome so i can get my cigarettes!
two of my latest cuts got infected and the infection wouldnt go away. it slowed Down the healing process A LOT, but they are luckily fine now.
i eat more than i should, but eating is so comforting, and time consuming.
a teacher told me that its nice to see that i have become so "well-balanced." oh yeah i am so well-balanced i still cut. yes i am completly fine. dont you worry (:
hah people are so hilarious without even knowing
if you feel like you need someone to talk to, about anything, i think you should visit the website called seven cups of tea. it really helped me. you can choose by yourself who you talk to. the so called "listeners" have a profile you can check out.
its a bit difficult to explain but i think you should try it out (:
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